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Post by 一姫 on Mar 3, 2009 11:17:59 GMT 9
Kisuke kept up his pace, loving the way it felt to have his teacher fucking his fist. It was amazing, really, he should have been put off of sex for life after what his mother had done to him, and yet here he was, lusting after his teacher... maybe it was because he was a man? Which would make Kisuke gay... and he decided... he really didn't mind if that was the case.
He watched as Shinogu jerked and came over his hand and shirt, muffling a gasp of his own by chewing on his lip. He jerked his hand until every last drop had been spilled before slowly letting go and lifting his gaze toward his teachers flushed face. “Youji-san... is really beautiful.... after coming.” He said, using his clean hand to brush some hair from the older males face, his palm cupping Shinogu's cheek.
“Thank you, sensei.” He smiled warmly, genuinely. Before pressing himself against the other man's body in a tight hug, he didn't care that come was staining his black uniform jumper, or that both of their pants were undone and his teachers drooping cock was pressed to his own flaccid one. He just basked in the warmth, almost as if trying to share his teachers afterglow.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 4, 2009 7:15:31 GMT 9
He had thanked him, and at first he really didn't know why. "Don't talk nonsense..." He blushed at how Shinogu called him beautiful after he'd just made a mess of himself. "Ah-!!" He said as he sat up quickly, almost bumping heads with Kisuke as he noticed the white streaks of come across his uniform. "God--I'm sorry--" He began, embarrassed with himself as he stuffed his penis back in his pants, zipping up.
"Here..." He started, tugging off his cardigan slowly from over the youth's head, rolling it in his hands. He removed his Cashmere vest as well. "I'll put it in the washing machine..." He said quietly, moving past the youth to stand, scuttling away quickly to the laundry room. His arms shook as he took deep breaths to calm down. He had just done something dirty with a minor. Surely he was going to hell for this.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 4, 2009 7:24:08 GMT 9
Kisuke didn't respond at first, too happy to just cuddle with his teacher and bask in the warmth. It didn't last long though, since Shinogu suddenly sat up, causing Kisuke to shoot back as well to avoid them bumping together and causing any injuries. "E-eh?" He was confused and let his jumper be tugged over his head, messing his hair and making it fluffy.
"Sensei...?" He watched the older man leave to put the things in the wash before looking down at his lap. He had come on his exposed member, his cheeks flushed as he stuffed himself back into his pants and did them up again, lifting his hand to look at it. "..." Kisuke's eyes lidded slightly and with curiosity he started to lap at the come on his fingers. "Nh..." It didn't taste bad at all, in-fact he liked it a lot.
He wanted to ask his teacher if he knew any ways to help someone get an erection, that didn't involve Viagra. But he thought maybe the other man had had enough, he'd just run away after all. Kisuke felt a bit guilty, it wasn't like his teacher actually wanted to do that with him right? So he probably felt gross. The teenager rubbed at his chest, now covered only by his cotton school shirt, and turned to finish his homework with a distant look on his face.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 4, 2009 8:16:06 GMT 9
"Sensei? He wanted to hide somewhere and commit some sort of ritualistic suicide, but he knew that would most likely not happen. He loved his life a little too much to do that. Well, yet anyways. The whirring of the washing machine did little to calm the butterflies that ate at his stomach as he tried to figure what was happening, or what was at least going to happen. This was wrong... this couldn't continue.
But the way things were going to go this week, he didn't think he had much of a choice. The board would give the ok for him to live with him--his mother was most likely being apprehended, if not tomorrow. It wasn't as if they were having sex, right?
It would lead to that... wouldn't it...?
No, it wouldn't, he tried to clarify deep within himself. Yes, it would... he's tall, he's handsome... he's young and hung. Christ, no he did NOT just think that in his mind! He covered his mouth as if to silence his thoughts from coming forth out of his mouth--a mouth he'd wrapped around Kisuke's cock. Crap. He closed his eyes to take deep breaths, coming back into the living room--to find Kisuke licking his fingers. He froze in the hallway away from Kisuke's vision, blushing scarlet. He knew that look better than anything--the one that settled over his emotionless face. He was distancing himself again.
At that, Shinogu felt guilty. He probably thought he found him disgusting again... Shinogu sighed. Damn it. "Is it done?" He put on his friendly face again, despite how hard his heart pound in his chest. A sixteen year old did this. Sixteen, mind you, his mind shouted out, and with annoyance he snapped for it to shut up.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 4, 2009 8:28:11 GMT 9
Kisuke had finished before his teacher stepped back into the room, at least it was when Kisuke thought he had come back... unaware of the fact that he'd been watched. However, because he had been off in his own little world the older man's voice made him jerk and gasp slightly, his eyes widening before he seemed to calm himself and his expression reverted back to normal, and by normal it is meant that his expression was the flat, some-what stoic look he had been wearing for the past two to three years of his life.
"Ah... yeah... I'm finished with it." He put the lid back on his pen and shoved it into his pencil case before packing his things away. However, Kisuke slipped the paper across the kotatsu toward Shinogu since he'd have to hand it in anyway. "Sensei... tomorrow I... need to go home." The corners of his mouth twitched down slightly after he'd spoken, his brows furrowing for a split second as his stomach filled with dread. "I can't ask sensei to put up with me for so long... and... Mama will... probably..." He trailed off, looking down at the small bobbles on the socks covering his feet. The longer he stayed away the more severe his punishment would be when he finally went home right? And even though Shinogu had said he'd sort something out, Kisuke didn't really know what could be done in this kind of situation.
He lifted his hand and started to rub at his sternum, not even aware that he was doing it until the spot started to get hot from the friction. "But I'm really happy that sensei let me stay over tonight... and that you tried to help me..." His head tilted to the side slightly. "And I'm thankful that I got to see sensei's expression when you were relaxed." And by that he'd obviously meant after his orgasm.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 4, 2009 8:37:06 GMT 9
There isn't a home to go back to... except mine.
"Kisuke... your mother... she was detained recently..." He began softly. "I called Social Services... and they have her in custody, but... you'll need to testify against her. That's all I know for now." He went on, taking the sheet of paper slowly. "And, they will ask you... personal questions... and you will have to answer them all, Kisuke. Your mother will go to jail, unless she asks for an insanity plea." He said.
"And... as for going home. I don't think I can let you out of my sight for now. It's imperative that you stay here. And you can as long as you need to. I know it's a heavy load to hear right now, but--the way things are--I'll probably be the candidate to be your legal guardian until you're at a legal age." There was that word again. Legal. Whoever invented that word, needed to fucking die 1000 deaths.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 4, 2009 8:46:13 GMT 9
Kisuke kept looking down at the surface of the table as his teacher spoke to him and explained the situation. With each passing moment he felt like his throat was closing up and his lungs were collapsing, he had to tell people? He had to put his own mother in prison? He didn't know if he could do that, he didn't think he could utter anything of what he'd told his teacher ever again.
Panic was rising in him and he started to hyperventilate a bit, which made him feel ashamed of the fact he was reacting in such a way when he should have been acting happy... at least that's what he thought he should have been doing, he didn't really know. "A-ah..." He said through his increased breathing and gasping, his hand went to his chest and he gripped his shirt tightly, he felt like he was having a heart attack, was he going to die? Kisuke had never really had a panic attack before, at least not one on this scale, so obviously he thought something was wrong. His eyes started to water. "S-sen...sei... I... I can't... breathe..." He closed his eyes, lips parted as he tried to breathe.
He couldn't, he really, really couldn't do those things. Speak to people he didn't know about something so disgusting, and put the woman who had raised him in a prison cell. What was going to happen to him, for real? He couldn't really stay here with his teacher could he? He'd be such a burden on the other man.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 4, 2009 9:03:34 GMT 9
He watched his facial expression shift from bad to worse as he talked on. The look Kisuke was giving him--wasn't--exactly--good... "S-sen...sei... I... I can't... breathe..." He heard him wheeze out, and Shinogu moved closer to him, a little frantic as he heard him complain quietly. "Kisuke--Kisuke--" He began. Crap, he didn't know what to do at times like this!! He was having a panic attack he assumed, shaking his shoulders as if it would ease the problem better. But, it hadn't.
Shinogu panicked as well, finding little else to do but hold him. He struggled at first, heard the wheezing, his heart hurting for him as he shushed him. "Shh.. it's ok... I'll be there, don't worry.... shhh.... Kisuke, look at me..." He whispered. He had to make a choice. There was no turning back, no matter how hard it got, he thought. Do you even know what you're doing?? He didn't know, he admitted that to a T. He admitted for once that he was scared shitless. He kissed Kisuke's face, cradling his head into his shoulder as he continued the kisses. His mouth was kissing against his eyes and cheeks, stroking into his back. "I'll be there every step of the way, just don't step back now." He whispered into the teen's ear.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 4, 2009 9:12:56 GMT 9
Kisuke grabbed at his teacher as the other man pulled him close, half trying to pull away because if he was so close he felt like he couldn't breathe at all. But his teacher didn't relent and soon his face was pressed against Shinogu's shoulder as he gasped for air and shivered violently. His eyes were filled with tears, now the panic was driven by the fear of not being able to breathe, as well as everything else, like a vicious circle.
"U-uu...ghh..." His eyes were squeezed shut, his chest heaving with his pants. He could hear his teachers words but they seemed far away, and he felt dizzy from breathing so quickly and so shallow for the length of time that he had been. He opened his eyes when he was told to look at him, tears dripping down his tan cheeks. "Nn...nh-..." He sobbed but the kissing was calming him down, the warmth of the other man's body pressed against his own as he cuddled him.
He turned his head, pulled back a little to look into Shinogu's eyes. He was still breathing heavily, his sharp breaths shuddering on his fading sobs. "S-sensei... help... me..." He said as he closed his eyes again, furrowed his brow and let his hands fist in his teacher's shirt more tightly. He didn't know what to do, he didn't know what to think and his body moved on it's own. Kisuke pressed his lips to his teachers in a sudden and unexpected move, a small sob escaping from him as he tried to kiss his teacher.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 4, 2009 9:21:59 GMT 9
It was quiet between the two of them as he felt Kisuke's lips on his. He paused, a little hesitant to continue, but he needed him--he could not back down, now. He kissed him thoroughly this time, and when their mouths opened more for the next kiss, his tongue dipped past his tongue, shyly tasting his tongue against his. The kiss was slow, needy, that like a petulant child. Greedy. Curious. Never-ending want.
He gave into it--he prayed just this once, but knew so many other things would happen after this. Knowing Kisuke--something would. "I'll help you... yes... help..." He whispered before kissing him again, their tongues pushing and tasting one another in an invisible battle for dominance. He had stopped crying, that was his main goal, but now... now... Shinogu pulled away slowly, turning his face. His ear was bright red.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 4, 2009 9:29:49 GMT 9
Kisuke was genuinely surprised when he wasn't pushed away, when his teacher kissed him back. He shivered and gasped as Shinogu's tongue pressed into his mouth, trying to fumble and figure out what to do as he felt the other man's wet muscle twisting with his own. It felt so good, it tasted so nice... Shinogu tasted wonderful. He moved his own after a while, pressing back, gripping his teachers shoulders in a firm grasp as his breathing slowed back to normal and the tears stopped falling, though his heart was still hammering in his chest.
"Youji...san..." He said before the kiss was once again taking place. Kisuke groaned, just a tiny sound in his throat, as their tongues began a battle for dominance even though the teenager had never kissed before, already wanting to be the one in control, perhaps because with his mother he had never been. But then again... he didn't care who was really in control right now, because his teacher was so nice, and gentle, and wonderful.
He opened his eyes with a short pant, watching as Shinogu turned his face away, as he was obviously blushing. "Youji-san!" He didn't know what he was doing, he didn't care that he didn't know either, as he pushed Shinogu to the floor and placed a hand on either cheek, making him look at him before crushing their lips together again, this time it wasn't slow, it was hard and needy and messy.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 4, 2009 10:03:49 GMT 9
"Oi--Kisuke---" He began as he was pushed into the floor. He looked up at him, blushing scarlet as the youth attacked his mouth again. He struggled at first, pushing insistently at Kisuke's shoulder before whimpering out a soft moan, turning his face. "Kisuke--" He was completely surprised at the turn of events, trying to push his face away, but another kiss was delivered.
He stopped fighting him, his arms wrapping around Kisuke's broad shoulders, whimpering into his next kiss. When had it ever been this? He didn't really know yet, how things would turn out, but he knew... he knew if he didn't do something, Kisuke would--and chances were it wouldn't be for the best. He kissed with more insistence this time, luring the young boy into doing more with him. If it came to bedding him--he'd do it... he needed to put Kisuke on his side. His mouth opened up for the curious teen, his hands wandering over his lower back.
They'd play hardball, tonight. He'd know the meaning of a warm body after he was done. He let his hands wander over his ass, groping gently at first, coaxing his hips down to rest against his. "I'm getting hard again, Kisuke..." Oh god, he was letting out that voice... the one that had called to others, and had brought them to him many times before just like this. He kissed Kisuke's lips again, lifting his hips to let out a seductive little whine. He only hoped his conscience could ease his troubled soul--but for now... for now... "Kisuke, let me inside you..."
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 4, 2009 10:12:38 GMT 9
Kisuke didn't give up even as his teacher pushed at him, said his name in a way which screamed for him to stop doing what he was doing this instant. He just pressed his lips harder onto his teachers, a needy sound escaping his lips followed by a quiet growl as Shinogu finally kissed him back. It felt good.
Kisuke forced his arms around Shinogu's shoulders, hands slipping between his back and the floor until their chests were pressed tightly together. "Mmm..." He really did think his teacher tasted nice, he couldn't get enough of this feeling, kissing was so hot. He felt his teachers hands wandering over his back, arching into the touches eagerly though he didn't know what they meant.
As his ass was grabbed and their hips were bought together he muffled a gasp, pulling back just enough to look down into Shinogu's face. "...I can feel..." He said with lidded eyes, his hips shifting slightly to try and give the older man some pleasure, even if his own cock was still stubbornly limp. "I'm very aroused... Youji-san." He said, which was his version of 'I'm hard' since he wasn't exactly hard, and yet inside he was on fire.
"Uh-..." He let out a small pleasured sound of his own, his teacher was suddenly being so responsive, taking the lead even. But Kisuke didn't want to think of why the change was, because he just wanted to feel right now. "I-inside...?" He said breathily, confusion etching on his features, he honestly didn't know what that meant. "Inside... my mouth?" He added after a short moments thought, that must be it.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 4, 2009 22:12:09 GMT 9
He stared up at him for a moment, before letting out a small chuckle, pushing him off to stand. "No, Kisuke... come." He walked away in hopes that Kisuke would follow and when he did, apprehension seemed to start to fill him up. He fought it; however, his lip seemed to tuck between his teeth. If they were ever caught, he'd certainly go to jail for this. "Lie on the bed..." He mumbled quietly, and when the teen looked at him with curiosity, he sighed in slight annoyance. He pushed him into the bed, kissing into the back of his neck as he pulled his shirt open, the sound of buttons popping and flying everywhere.
He could get another uniform shirt tomorrow. "This is what I mean," He whispered as he mounted him, clothes and all, his now half-hard erection pushing up against the clothed cleft of Kisuke's ass, his head bending down to pant quietly into his ear. He was going to take that virgin flesh of his, and make him his own. God, when was the last time he fucked? He suddenly felt the need to destroy him in his embrace to take what was his. His. He pulled the boy's pants down his ass--and my did he have a nice ass. He would have to introduce spanking later. Shinogu spread his cheeks with experienced fingers to lead the way, licking down his lower back, his tongue beginning to move between his cheeks, pausing.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 4, 2009 23:57:26 GMT 9
[You demon... that was way too hot. TOO MUCH >3< -Wiggles in seat.-]
Kisuke flushed as his teacher chuckled at him, was what he'd said really that funny? But he was being serious. “Ah...” He pulled himself to his feet and followed his teacher into the bedroom, rather quickly at that, since he didn't want to be left behind, and he didn't want things to stop. His stomach was twisting with nerves both because of the new situation and because of the fact that he had always associated sex with the unpleasant things his mother had done to him. But coming into the bedroom meant his teacher wanted sex... right? How would two guys do it?
He tilted his head slightly when he was told to lie on the bed, his lips parting slightly to ask a question that would never come out, because he was pushed onto the bed face first. “Youji-san!” He said in his surprise, his voice holding a slight quiver. “Nnh...” He pressed his face against the sheets as the back of his neck was kissed, it made him feel like he was on fire, it made him jerk and moan and he wished he could get it up because he felt sexual tension and frustration boiling within him to the point where it was driving him mad.
His shirt was pulled open, the buttons flying off and that suddenly rough action made him gasp slightly, it was unexpected and a little frightening, but he didn't protest. “Ah-!” He turned his head to the side to breathe, his teachers half-erection grinding against his rear making his breath hitch. “I-in there?” He said in a light voice, nervous. But he still felt aroused, because his teacher was panting in his ear and apparently feeling so good. “Nh-!” His body shivered as a line was licked down his lower spine, his hands fisting in the sheets because his ass was exposed and he was – due to his age and inexperience in this kind of sex – embarrassed. “A-ah... Sensei...” He squeezed his eyes shut, blushing so much that the back of his neck was red as well. When the tongue paused he licked his lips and tried to breathe more normally as he spoke.
“D-don't stop...” He wanted it, even if he was scared, he really did. Would he get an erection if he had sex with his teacher? He really hoped so. His teacher was so beautiful, and kind and sexy. He wanted to do everything with the other man, he wanted to hold him and be held even if right now he didn't really know what it involved, he was going to find out soon enough. He wanted his teacher to knock down those walls and make him forget about what his mother would do to him every night, however slow the process would be, this was the beginning and he wanted it.
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