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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 9, 2009 11:09:32 GMT 9
From Shinogu's HomeWhen Shinogu had arrived, he brought Kisuke along, patting his shoulder gently with a tight squeeze, reassuring him as they headed to the front desk. "Remember, I'm here... they can't take me out at any time... we're in this together, ok?" He said quietly to the teen. Kisuke looked about ready to pass out, or worse, have a panic attack. "It's ok," He had given him some fresh bandaids to cover the scratches on his face, giving him some cream to help his healing eye before they'd gotten there. "Hello, yes, um," He began to the receptionist. "I'm here to meet with a woman." He said, and she typed into her computer. "Your name please?" She said, and he sighed. "Ah, Youji... Shinogu." Afterwards, they were escorted to an office, the door opening, an older woman smiling back at them from the doorway. "I thought you two would never come." She said.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 9, 2009 11:23:03 GMT 9
[From Shinogu's Apt] Kisuke had his jaw clenched so tight that it was hurting his mouth as they entered the building and walked toward the reception. He didn't know if he was breathing too little or too much but he felt light headed, even after his teachers encouragement. He stared at the floor when Shinogu was speaking to the woman behind the desk, wrapping both arms tightly over his stomach. When they went to the room and the door opened to reveal the older woman Kisuke felt ready to just turn and run out of there with his tail between his legs. His hand shifted to quickly grasp his teachers wrist, squeezing without meaning to, or noticing. The other arm still tight around his stomach. He was trembling slightly, and looked pale... well... as pale as someone with his skin tone could look.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 9, 2009 11:28:22 GMT 9
"He looks a little pale, Youji-san." The woman said with a bit of urgency, and Shinogu turned to hold Kisuke's side with a secure hand, his brows furrowing. "It's been a harrowing experience for Kisuke. He didn't want to come here. But, he's a brave boy." He squeezed his side gently. "Please, sit down." She said, and he moved forward, bringing Kisuke along with him.
He made Kisuke sit gently, taking his seat next to Kisuke, his hand on Kisuke's shoulder. Moral support, he needed to be that right now, and body contact seemed to keep Kisuke in check. "Now... I've gotten a phone call from you, Youji-san, about your student, Kisuke, being abused and raped by his mother...?" She looked at the papers, looking up. "Yes." Shinogu said firmly. "Do you know the severity of this allegation against Kisuke's mother can jeopardize your job if it's wrong?" She asked firmly, and Shinogu didn't blink an eye. "Yes, I do."
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 9, 2009 11:35:20 GMT 9
Kisuke twitched slightly as Shinogu touched his waist, his eyes widening a little bit but otherwise he didn't do or say anything. He felt like he was going to puke, either that or he was going to fall over. He let himself be lead tot he table, and sat down. His teachers hand on his shoulder comforting him slightly.
The teen listened with his head bowed, flinching at the word rape, and squinting as he heard his teacher could lose his job if it was false information. It wasn't of course, but now Kisuke felt like he really, really had to force himself to speak. He couldn't get his sensei fired. The back of his neck felt hot, and his eyes were watering, he could tell because everything suddenly seemed misty. He clenched his jaw tighter and winced slightly when he eased the pressure a bit.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 9, 2009 11:39:28 GMT 9
"This is a grave matter, and his mother is detained for questioning. She denies the claims of ever beating or even forcing her son to have sex with her." She said softly. "However," She continued. "We found viagra pills in her home, but that could mean anything. We need you, Kisuke, to tell us what your mother does to you." She said in a gentle manner.
He knew it was hard for Kisuke. He knew it was hard to even talk about the things she did to him. His hand found Kisuke's underneath the table. He could lose his job--or even worse, discredited as a teacher. But, something clawed for justice deep inside of himself. "Tell her... what you told me... she can help, Kisuke." He urged the teen quietly. It all rested on him, now. How unfair, he thought, to put the weight of the world--his world--on the shoulders of a mere child.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 9, 2009 11:50:43 GMT 9
Kisuke shifted in his seat, clinging desperately to his teachers hand under the table as he tried to find his voice. He kept his head down, staring at the table through blurred vision that cleared for a moment as his tears dropped onto the surface before filling his eyes again. His mouth opened and closed a couple of times. It was harder trying to say it the second time around.
He swallowed around the lump in his throat before finally beginning to talk in a quiet and strained tone. "Mama... um... when things go wrong... or... even sometimes when nothing does... she throws things at me... and hits me. Sometimes she scratches me but... last time she did that her nails broke off and she got annoyed at having to wait for them to grow again... and if I'm sitting down or laying down when something happens she kicks me..." That, to him, was the easy part of what had to be said.
His breath hitched slightly, and there was a small puddle forming on the table below his face. Both of his hands had slipped down to grip Shinogu's palm and fingers now. "At night... every day since I was 14... or maybe a little before that...I...she..." He hiccuped on a sob. "Mama comes into my room... the first time she did it she didn't use the pills... but... after that...it didn't go up...s-so... she... started putting pills down my throat with her fingers..." He was visibly shaking now. "And then... she pulls my pants down and has sex with me... it doesn't matter what I do... I tried pretending to be asleep but she hit me until I woke up, and I said no but she hit me again...and...I can't hit her back because mama is a woman...b-but... I didn't like it at all... the pills made my body hurt..." He curled up slightly, as much as one could in a chair with a table in-front of them. "Sometimes... she tied me up so I wouldn't struggle...a...and a few times... she put her hands around my throat until I couldn't breathe...and told me I'm not allowed to leave her... or betray her... a-and... those times... I kinda wished... she didn't let go so I'd die... and I wouldn't be able to do it anymore." He sobbed loudly at that. "And when I tried to end it in the bath a few months ago she beat me up really bad." He lifted one of his hands and pressed the heel of his palm to his eyes, sobbing loudly and unable to say anything more for the moment.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 9, 2009 12:00:00 GMT 9
Shinogu felt his larger hand cling to his, twining his fingers in with his to squeeze them. The woman sitting across from the table seemed so shocked at what he had to say--Shinogu make Kisuke press his face into his neck. His shirt was getting wet as he heard Kisuke hiccup and sob into his shirt. When was the last time the boy simply cried to ease his frustration? His heart went out to him at that very moment.
The woman wrote something down for a while, the room silent, saved for Kisuke's hitches of breath as he fought for breath while he cried into Shinogu's shoulder. "I understand that..." She began as Shinogu whispered how he did well, rubbing into his back. "--You want to be his guardian?" She said quietly. Shinogu had forgotten that part. He looked at her from over Kisuke's head. "Yes. His father has disowned him long ago, and he has no immediate family to turn to." He said, and she nodded, checking something off. "I need you to fill out some paperwork for that to happen. As for your mother, Kisuke, the pills, we know their use for now that you've said that. She'll be given her charges, and if she claims an insanity plea, the courts might be merciful. In the meantime, we'll keep in touch, Youji." She said as she stood. She handed Shinogu the papers, and he took them, shaking her hand.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 10, 2009 2:35:21 GMT 9
Kisuke leaned as his teacher pulled him to rest his face against his shoulder. Greedily taking up the offer to cry there, one hand lifting to fist in the material covering the teachers upper arm as he hiccuped again and swallowed and his speedy breaths. He couldn't believe he'd just said it all, hoped they didn't ask him for more than that because he just couldn't do it.
Kisuke just sat there trying to get his sobs under control, Shinogu's shoulder was wet from all his tears and he felt a little guilty, but that the same time he didn't want to pull away, he wanted to cling to his sensei tightly forever right now. He didn't look up as he was spoken to about his mothers sentence. Hiding his face against Shinogu's shoulder as he nodded a little bit.
Sensei wanted to take care of him? Despite his distress a small part of him felt pleased at that, his stomach twisting with anxious excitement about it. However right now he couldn't really think too much about anything, he felt pulled apart and all over the place. He didn't know what to think, how to act, what to do... he felt like his brain just wanted to shut down. His sobs had mostly subsided, though his face was still wet from the tears, lidded eyes staring blankly at nothing as his head rested against the older males shoulder.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 12, 2009 8:26:01 GMT 9
Shinogu let him cry into his shoulder all the way out of the building, even up to the car, pushing him up against the side of the car, kissing his mouth. He pulled away, his tongue poking out of his mouth as he watched Kisuke hiccup into silence. "Naka nai de..." He mumbled quietly. "Daijoubu... I'll be here, ok? Now, get into the car..." He murmured quietly, touching the side of Kisuke's face before getting into the car. He put on his seatbelt, the documents for being his legal guardian already filled out and sent back to the head desk there.
It was almost a matter of time before it'd be legalized... it was odd... he was going to be taking care of someone half his age, and they'd be living together. Some would say he'd be like a son to him. The concept of being Kisuke's surrogate father made him blush. He pushed his face into the steering wheel, turning the car on. Don't talk such nonsense. He thought as he put the key in the ignition.
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 12, 2009 8:33:58 GMT 9
Kisuke clung to his teacher as they left, not caring if people were looking at them in the least. When his back met with the car and he was kissed he lapsed into silence, calming some-what because of the contact. "Sensei..." He said, his eyes red from crying.
Kisuke got into the car after his teacher had and belted himself up, looking at the other man silently for a long moment as Shinogu turned the car on. "I want sensei... to hold me..." He said in a soft but assertive voice which was so quiet it was almost drowned out by the soft thrum of the engine. "I want... sensei to hold me really, really tight..." He said again, his expression lidded but aside from that mostly blank. He didn't know if it was a reflex action, if he was messed up in the head and so automatically reverted to sexual things to calm himself and feel better, all he knew was that he wanted to feel his teacher, to touch and be touched and get hot together. To be so close and not let go. He didn't even care where they were.
Kisuke's hand shot out to grab Shinogu's thigh, squeezing it and sliding upward, his face and eyes still fixated on his teachers.
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Post by Masutaa-Senpai on Mar 12, 2009 9:23:54 GMT 9
Shinogu's lips tucked into his teeth as he felt Kisuke's hand on his thigh. He shut his eyes, inhaling sharply. "We... not here, Kisuke... when we get home, ok...?" He whispered shakily. He was started to back out of the parking lot, driving out careful. He didn't know what they would be up to as he got on the highway. His mind drifted a bit before turning to Kisuke, running a hand through his brown hair. He didn't say another word, wondering how this was going to play out. He would do it by ear. He let his hand wander as they made it to the parking lot of the apartment complex, parking. It was getting dark, and soon the street lamps would turn on. "Kisuke." He said gently as he let his fingers trace over Kisuke's nipples through his shirt, feeling against them, his eyes slaking up to look up at his. He bit his lip. "We should go upstairs... ne...?" He said quietly. Shinogu's Home
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Post by 一姫 on Mar 12, 2009 9:37:36 GMT 9
Kisuke dropped his gaze as he was told to wait. He really, really didn't want to. As his teacher back out he slowly pulled his hand away, very reluctant, and however much the thought of touching his teacher while they were driving turned him on... it was dangerous and he didn't want Shinogu to tell him off or dislike him. "Nh..." He grunted softly before falling silent, looking out of the window as they drove along, a blank expression fixed to his features. When they pulled up to park Kisuke turned to Shinogu again, his teacher tracing his nipples through the borrowed t-shirt. "Gh... Sensei..." He said, his expression still rather flat despite becoming some-what flushed. "I don't want to wait..." He said thickly, his hand once again moving to Shinogu's thigh and up, this time moving further to grope at his crotch through his pants. [ To Shinogu's Apt]
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