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Post by Doomy Muffins on Mar 20, 2009 11:25:21 GMT 9
"Darren..." Bow inched closer, only encouraged by the hand on his chest. His face took on a look of patience and lust, an odd combination. He continued his light attacks to Darren's ear, even hazzarding a chance to lick the lobe, just a quick flick of his tongue. He didn't even let Darren see it, he kept it quick. He knew the other man didn't like other people touching him, but he wanted to see how far he could push this.
"You say you have no experience... But, how far have you gone, exactly?"
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Post by azikael on Mar 20, 2009 12:26:28 GMT 9
A surprised moan was startled from his lips as the other licked his ear. The brief, delightful touch sent shivers down his spine and he squirmed again, feeling like he badly wanted to curl up in a ball at this point. He was glad, the part that could have rational thinking anyway, that Bow hadn't pushed his hand away yet. Then again he was looking so..patient, and he was so confused...
The question made him hang his head for a moment, feeling silly. "Ah...nothing beyond kissing." He said, barely above a whisper. "And..I mean with anyone. Not just a guy." He was ashamed to admit that, and it showed. "No one ever cared to bother." He didn't even say that the kisses were from his friend when she had been drunk, and they did nothing more but scare the crap out of him.
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Post by Doomy Muffins on Mar 20, 2009 12:58:10 GMT 9
Bow was delighted. Instead of freaking out on him, Darren moaned for him. Something way above his expectations. It seems that he'd found the other man's weakness before he'd even become aware of it himself.
He was quite surprised, actually, to find that Darren was a virgin. That's pretty unheard of these days. but, for some reason, it made Bow extremely happy. It certainly showed on his face, a large grin appearing on his face when the other man delievered the news. "Really..? So... I've got a chance to be one of your firsts?"
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Post by azikael on Mar 20, 2009 13:05:05 GMT 9
"Ah um.." He was baffled. Wait, this boy wanted to touch him? But why?! He could be out getting anything he wanted, girl or boy he was sure. He was cute, he had allready came to the. He reminded him so much of a puppy it was adorable. Except he wasn't a puppy right now, grinning like he had just caught dinner, and he was telling the dinner how he would die...
He gulped.
"I suppose...?" What did you even say to that? He was sure five seconds in Bow would realize he was hopeless, tell him as much and Darren would go back to being anti social and untouched. "I mean, I'm not really worth that sort of time.." He just knew he'd do something horribly wrong. He might have been a virgin but he knew he was a freak in that section because of various things he had writen about...what if he did that to Bow? He didn't want to-
Oh darn.
He was about to blame this all on the Sake, but that wouldn't have been fair for Bow, because it was a lie, and he sighed. "I'm pretty sure I have no idea what to do." he admited.
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Post by Doomy Muffins on Mar 20, 2009 13:13:00 GMT 9
"You've written about it before, right?" Bow was nearly purring into his ear, only he was far enough away to look him in the eye. He grin stayed in place, his free hand moving to trace his fingers over Darren's arm. "You can't be completely hopeless, then."
This was heaven. Like getting the chance to touch something you'd never be allowed to touch otherwise. Honestly, he'd be pretty happy if things stayed like this. He liked touching. It was a form of trust. "Tell me what you're into, Darren. What gets you off?"
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Post by azikael on Mar 20, 2009 13:18:51 GMT 9
"Yes but, not that kind of..stuff." He didn't mean the lovey dovey kind. The gentle kind. He meant pain, pain that tended to leave scars. His story lines always fit it in some how, and wrote it with a detatched brain, because it meant nothing to him. This though, this was real, and it was very very scary.
He turned to watch the hand over his arm, wondering if he could perhaps grab him to make him stop, but he couldn't move his own hand from the others chest. He was oddly warm..
"You didn't just say that.." He muttered, not looking embarrassed, but worried. "Trust me, you don't want to know." He said truthfully. "I would rather you do not think of me as a freak..at least more of a freak.." He trailed off, tentatively grabbing the others free hand with his own, just to see how that would feel.
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Post by Doomy Muffins on Mar 20, 2009 13:41:50 GMT 9
"A freak..?" Bow watched the other man take his hand, a little surprised. He'd never expected Darren to make that kind of move. If it was even a 'move,' considering what Darren had just told him. A freak? He was worried about Bow thinking he was a freak?
"C'mon, Darren, it can't be that bad. In all honesty... I've been around the block a few times, I'm sure I can handle whatever you throw at me."
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Post by azikael on Mar 20, 2009 13:48:51 GMT 9
He let go of his hand reluctantly, but he was so warm, and he craved that warmth. He always had but now it was worse, especially with him that close. He sighed, licking his lips and wishing for more drink.
"I um.." he scratched the back of his neck, sighing. "We pretty much found out that pain..is sort of..um.." He let that go, sighing as he looked at his lap, totally and utterly ashamed. The few times his friend had jumped on him in hopes of looseness him up had leaded to scratches and bites, which had lead to..
He bit his bottom lip, squirming. "Should I apologize again?"
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Post by Doomy Muffins on Mar 20, 2009 13:57:07 GMT 9
"Pain is...?" Bow leaned closer, waiting for Darren to continue. when he didn't he leaned back and sighed, removing his supporting hand to run its fingers through his hair. "No, no. Don't apologize to me... just..."
Bow got what he was talking about. Really, he did. He liked it rough more than anything, but just HOW rough were they talking here? "You... you're tell me that you like it rough, right?"
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Post by azikael on Mar 20, 2009 14:03:06 GMT 9
"I...suppose." He mumbled, head hanging. He was so confused he didn't even care that at this point he was resting himself against the others chest. He could hear his labored breathing, feel it against his warm cheek and mumbled something in Russian that could only be a swear.
"I mean..not when I hurt myself doing things like cutting food." He told him quietly, barely above a whisper. "its more so when someone does it. S-she bit me once, and tore skin on accident. I didn't feel it at all. " In fact it had felt wonderful, but he was still so ashamed of himself at this point.
"I can't really tell you anything about sex..having never done that. I just..why are you asking anyway?" He jerked his head back, frowning at him. How could he possibly word what he was thinking? "I would have assumed I wasn't your type for that sort of thing..'
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Post by Doomy Muffins on Mar 20, 2009 14:13:17 GMT 9
"There's nothing wrong with that..." Bow started, surprised to find the other man resting against him. He hesitated, then put a hand on his back, trying to sooth him in some way. This was a new experience for him. He'd never really met anyone ashamed of enjoying pain. Maybe that was the weird part, that no man he'd ever slept with was ashamed of their weird fetishes. And, trust me, some of them were really weird.
"A... a lot of people like it rough. I mean, I... I like it rough, too. It's not... you're my type."
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Post by azikael on Mar 20, 2009 14:18:32 GMT 9
He backtracked for a moment, about to just get up and leave when he thought he had heard the other say he was NOT his type. Till..he realized he had heard wrong, and lifted his head slowly to stare at him, trying to search for the truth. He still looked like he was trying to be careful, and he realized his obvious dislike for being touched must have started that.
Darren lifted his hand, shyly, and shaking lightly, to cup the others cheek in his palm. "You can kill me for this after." He murmured quietly, bending down to kiss him. At first it was light, shy and teasing, till he deepened it, using his nervous twitch to bite along the others lip, gentle at first. He didn't want to scare him off, but the kiss felt so damn good to have someone so warm against him..
He pulled away, waiting for a slap, or something. The dominant urge that had made him do that rekindled, and he dropped his hand slowly down the others neck, tracing the path of it with a sigh. "Now you may kill me."
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Post by Doomy Muffins on Mar 20, 2009 14:27:57 GMT 9
[Sex goes here]
"Kill you, what-" Bow's eyes went wide, sitting stock still as the older man kissed him. He definatly hadn't expected this. A kiss from Darren wasn't something he'd expected. The man was shy, so a kiss... Wow, he was so warm...
the nibble at his lip got a noise out of him, a whimper that he tried to stop a little too late. He noticed that Darren was sort of twitchy. Was it the coffee? He drank a lot of it. the man pulled away from him, Bow's eyes going all half lidded.
He was talking about killing him again. What the hell was he talking about? "Who'd want to do that..?"
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Post by azikael on Mar 20, 2009 14:31:34 GMT 9
"Ah..well if you're being truthful..." He turned his head to the side for a moment, still so painfully shy but he wanted something, wanted it bad he knew Bow would have the answer. He would regret this all later, when he came to his senses and realized that he had pretty much ravished a person he barely knew, someone that was close to ten years younger then himself. But damn, it felt good..
He tentatively grabbed him around the shoulders, bringing the other closer as he kissed him once more, with a bit more passion and fierceness now that he had not been pushed away. "You need to help me out a bit here.." He told him softly against his lips, opening dark eyes to stare at the boys.
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Post by Doomy Muffins on Mar 20, 2009 19:33:20 GMT 9
"Of course I am, I don't lie." Bow watched Darren carefully as he turned his head away, parhaps in thought or because he was embarrassed. Something else? He was a little too caught up on the fact that the taller man had kissed him. He had suddenly become very forward about what he wanted. And Bow wanted to kiss again.
A low noise of satisfaction left him when Darren grabbed him, and this time he was ready when the kiss came. The passion in it my him feel weak, and he was thankful to be sitting down. The sudden change and the dominance, it made him want to moan outloud, and he hadn't even been touched yet.
When the kiss ended, he opened his eyes slowly, bright blue eyes a little hazey. "Yes..."
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